Tuesday, October 31, 2006
night/morning discoveries :P
i just discovered danish band "Superheroes" and their song "Waisting time". The refren is: "Waisting time with Julia..." :P
another link between our cities...
Monday, October 30, 2006
At first doctors did not understand...
Puha:)
Sunday, October 29, 2006
how far/ close...?
How far we are from each other? soooooo far .
and soon sooooooooo close that i even cannot show it by anything with link, but we will see when u come ;)
kysse
and soon sooooooooo close that i even cannot show it by anything with link, but we will see when u come ;)
kysse
Friday, October 27, 2006
while we wait for miss koszewska
i am not sure if you can have it in english ...
wait, i need to give food to my dog
Thursday, October 26, 2006
counting down and up
Wow, it's emasing, do you know our counting-down-watch is counting up now? We met on 22nd July, do you remember? And do you remember we were counting down the time to the meeting... It seems it was not so far away.... almost yesterday :P really? check here
and the new conting down with a great kysse:
here.
and the new conting down with a great kysse:
here.
fishing 2
Monday, October 23, 2006
fishing
it's about fishes... one of the our topics ;)
eventhough some sufi stories are hard to comment ;)
here's one:
"The tale about two less-than-brilliant countrymen who hired a boat and went fishing. The men caught some fine fish. When they were going home, one said to the other, "How are we going to make our way back to that wonderful fishing place again?" The second said, "I thought of that -- I marked the boat with chalk!" "You fool!" said the first. "That's no good. Supposing next time they give us a different boat?"

eventhough some sufi stories are hard to comment ;)
here's one:
"The tale about two less-than-brilliant countrymen who hired a boat and went fishing. The men caught some fine fish. When they were going home, one said to the other, "How are we going to make our way back to that wonderful fishing place again?" The second said, "I thought of that -- I marked the boat with chalk!" "You fool!" said the first. "That's no good. Supposing next time they give us a different boat?"

Sunday, October 22, 2006
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Kysses
Kysse in the noon,
kysse via moon
kysse by balloon
it started with a cartoon
last time was in the dune
tralala la lai
thank you friendly typhoon
The Meouteam
the bestest dream
maybe part of the scheme
even better than strawberries with cream, that julia has made, if you ask me. Even though it is also very very good:)
Kysse on your toes
Kysse on your hips
Kysse on your lips
and Kysse on your fingertips
Kysse here
Kysse there
Kysse anytime
Kysse everywhere
Kysse Julia
Kysse Maria
Kysse Koszewska
Kysse in the back
Kysse in the front
Kysse on the side
Kysses that slide
Kysse on top
Kysse below
Kysse on your albow
Kysse north,south, east and west
Somtimes kysse is just the best
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:)
pp
Friday, October 20, 2006
...and the flowers...
as we said today: many things as the understanding of the same sentence depends on when the accent is.
So i just saw a movie: "Monsieur Ibrahim et les fleurs du Coran" .
manz nice things in it, for examples actors: Omar Sharif, an episode role of Isabel Adjani... ;) and little (16) boy played by Pierre Boulanger. Nice story, based on novel with the same title as movie. I wish to read this novel - the french version... especially since it's a really long time i haven't read the text (that haven't been connected to any conference) in french. And when i read the resume of the movie i saw that's a story about the journey of the old man Ibrahim and young Jewish boy. I like movies about journey and i started to watch it with Dad. But he was a bit confused cause i said: "Dad i rent a nice movie, will you see it with me?" and the movie had started from the scenes when the Jewish guy living in (i guess if i know Paris well) in Marais is taking money from the piggy bank to be able to pay for the prostitute. He's 16 so it takes a bit to find one that will agree to go with him, but he finds one - Sylvie - and they are going to her place. :P quit confusing to watch such scences with Dad/ for him to watch it with daughter :P
anyway later it was a bit better later. Even my Dad had falled asleep (he was really tired) before the journey had started :P the film about the journey that had started a bit more that in half of a movie. but a nice movie, clever movie - even a bit simple. Monsieur Ibrahim is sufi man (sufist -such word does not exists - even the polish translator/lector said so :P). there is a nice journey through the turkey. including the dance of dervishes (do you spell this word this way?) and nice seen when Momo (the Jewish boy) is trying to dance like them when climbing the road in turkish mountains and the local boy is following his moves. A bit of sufi teaching/ philosophy... it's a nice movie.
a few shots from it for you:

So i just saw a movie: "Monsieur Ibrahim et les fleurs du Coran" .
manz nice things in it, for examples actors: Omar Sharif, an episode role of Isabel Adjani... ;) and little (16) boy played by Pierre Boulanger. Nice story, based on novel with the same title as movie. I wish to read this novel - the french version... especially since it's a really long time i haven't read the text (that haven't been connected to any conference) in french. And when i read the resume of the movie i saw that's a story about the journey of the old man Ibrahim and young Jewish boy. I like movies about journey and i started to watch it with Dad. But he was a bit confused cause i said: "Dad i rent a nice movie, will you see it with me?" and the movie had started from the scenes when the Jewish guy living in (i guess if i know Paris well) in Marais is taking money from the piggy bank to be able to pay for the prostitute. He's 16 so it takes a bit to find one that will agree to go with him, but he finds one - Sylvie - and they are going to her place. :P quit confusing to watch such scences with Dad/ for him to watch it with daughter :P
anyway later it was a bit better later. Even my Dad had falled asleep (he was really tired) before the journey had started :P the film about the journey that had started a bit more that in half of a movie. but a nice movie, clever movie - even a bit simple. Monsieur Ibrahim is sufi man (sufist -such word does not exists - even the polish translator/lector said so :P). there is a nice journey through the turkey. including the dance of dervishes (do you spell this word this way?) and nice seen when Momo (the Jewish boy) is trying to dance like them when climbing the road in turkish mountains and the local boy is following his moves. A bit of sufi teaching/ philosophy... it's a nice movie.
a few shots from it for you:

Thursday, October 19, 2006
Nerd nerd
Ups i did it again,
i stayed up to late
got lost in the game
uh baby baby
help me one more time....
i stayed up to late
got lost in the game
uh baby baby
help me one more time....
Monday, October 16, 2006
Visualizing is the key to succes
Sunday, October 15, 2006
my number
Ju're my
number one
number two
number three
number four
number five
number six
number seven
number eight
number nine
number zero
and
every other number is fantastique marvellous combinations of Ju.
number one
number two
number three
number four
number five
number six
number seven
number eight
number nine
number zero
and
every other number is fantastique marvellous combinations of Ju.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
toothteeth
it happened yesterday:
i saw Peter Pan online and we talked a bit. Then he said he would go to brush his teeth. I said that i would do the same. When i went to the bathroom and started to brush my teeth, my mind had went far away. Far away to Rome, to Via Mirandola, to our last night in Rome. We were both in bathroom in front of big mirror brushing the teeth. I have told you then that it was a cute moment for me: doing simple-and-everyday things together... enjoying every simple thing...
Yesterday i was thinking about it... i also remembered that -in Rome- it was cool for me to brush teeth longer than you ;)
So with mind far away i washed my face (here, in Warszawa, yesterday) and ..... oups-i said cause i realised that with mind far away i forgot i had my glasses on, while i was watering (washing) my face ;)
then i came back to the room and through screen, laptop, cable, light/cable... (i don't know exactly), through many countries and perhaps the sky as well and finally through the webcam, i saw my beloved Peter Pan. With sunny-rays hair ;) smiling to me...
so, that's what i wanted to tell you yesterday, but just now got the time to tell you.
Enjoy your evening, have fun! kisses:**
i saw Peter Pan online and we talked a bit. Then he said he would go to brush his teeth. I said that i would do the same. When i went to the bathroom and started to brush my teeth, my mind had went far away. Far away to Rome, to Via Mirandola, to our last night in Rome. We were both in bathroom in front of big mirror brushing the teeth. I have told you then that it was a cute moment for me: doing simple-and-everyday things together... enjoying every simple thing...
Yesterday i was thinking about it... i also remembered that -in Rome- it was cool for me to brush teeth longer than you ;)
So with mind far away i washed my face (here, in Warszawa, yesterday) and ..... oups-i said cause i realised that with mind far away i forgot i had my glasses on, while i was watering (washing) my face ;)
then i came back to the room and through screen, laptop, cable, light/cable... (i don't know exactly), through many countries and perhaps the sky as well and finally through the webcam, i saw my beloved Peter Pan. With sunny-rays hair ;) smiling to me...
so, that's what i wanted to tell you yesterday, but just now got the time to tell you.
Enjoy your evening, have fun! kisses:**
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Principessa's day

I hereby proclaim that hence forth this day shall be know as principessa's day
Today Principessa has:
Made me laugh
Made me smile
Made me feel great
Made my thoughts plesant
Made my actions precise
Made my heart beat
and last but not least Principessa has made me a little more me.
For making me happy inside, and taken into account the distance which this important comtribution to my day has overcome, and the clarity with which it has reach me, I proclaim that forever-ever, in the realm of wonderland this day 11/10 shall and will be know (hopefully also remembered:P) as PRINCIPESSA'S DAY
Monday, October 09, 2006
about a dream
purple blue eye
overexposure
and pain.
i had a crazy dream last night, i must have tried to wake up from it 5 times only to "wake up" into another dream, feeling paralised.
you were there, but i dont remember the context. I asked for help to control the dream since i knew i was dreaming, but then i forgot i was dreaming...falling between being aware that it was a dream and forgetting.
I was sleeping on my mothers couch (in the dream and in reality) and i saw a kid, female about 8-10 years old walk towards me, from the front door, and since i thought i was awake i got scared, but then i noticed it was a dream when the scene repeated a little later.
I was trying to wake my mother in the other room so she could come and wake me up from the dream, but naturally my body did not react i could not yell or bang the wall. I have tonight notice something about dreams, there is no gravity in dreams, you don't feel the weight of gravity in the dream world...This is what usually alerts me to the fact that i am dreaming, this is the wierd feeling that is in dreams.
Anyway, the next time the kid appeared i desided to meet her with a big loving hug, instead of being affraid of her. She was wearing a little girls dress, and nice shoes. Her hair was done nicely as if she was going to visit someone, and she wanted to look nice. She looked healthy, and "normal". We hugged, and she was absorbed into me. Then came another kid, younger , a sibling but i can not remember the gender, i think it was a boy 4-6 years old healthy boy. I kneeled down and we hugged and he was also absorbed into me. Then a baby boy apeared. He had just learned how to walk, eventhough he was a little to young to be walking. He also looked healthy and was dressed in a babyblue outfit. I picked him up, help him up a little over my head, kissed him and brought him close to me, holding him, and hugging him, and he too disappeared into me. I had a strong feeling of love for the three kids, as if they were my own children. I was glad that i had disided to meet them instead of running away or trying to make them disapear as i did first time i saw the older girl.
Before this scene i remember that i was thinking about the way i cry when stories of people dying are shown to me or i read them in a book. Like the way i cryied at bikenau, sort of loving pain. and it struck me (as if someone told me) that the reason i cry, like this is because i "feel/see/realise" my own death, and cry for myself, for my own death...i cry because i realise i have to leave this place sometime...
At a point i thought i had succesfully woken up and i had gone into my mothers room and i asked her if i could sleep in her bed because of this wierd and mostly inpleasant dream, she was acting funny, and then we went to the bathroom where i brushed my teeth while talking to her about the dream and i realised that the toothpaste i was using was different so i said " i know i was brushing my teeth earlier today, and this toothpaste was not here before so this must be a dream" i told my mother.
Then i felt i was lying on the sofa again and i asked myself what i had to do to wake up, and i answered myself "open your eyes"
and i woke up.
then i thought of you in order to calm myself down a bit after this complicated, unpleasant dream.
and it worked princess
you work
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overexposure
and pain.
i had a crazy dream last night, i must have tried to wake up from it 5 times only to "wake up" into another dream, feeling paralised.
you were there, but i dont remember the context. I asked for help to control the dream since i knew i was dreaming, but then i forgot i was dreaming...falling between being aware that it was a dream and forgetting.
I was sleeping on my mothers couch (in the dream and in reality) and i saw a kid, female about 8-10 years old walk towards me, from the front door, and since i thought i was awake i got scared, but then i noticed it was a dream when the scene repeated a little later.
I was trying to wake my mother in the other room so she could come and wake me up from the dream, but naturally my body did not react i could not yell or bang the wall. I have tonight notice something about dreams, there is no gravity in dreams, you don't feel the weight of gravity in the dream world...This is what usually alerts me to the fact that i am dreaming, this is the wierd feeling that is in dreams.
Anyway, the next time the kid appeared i desided to meet her with a big loving hug, instead of being affraid of her. She was wearing a little girls dress, and nice shoes. Her hair was done nicely as if she was going to visit someone, and she wanted to look nice. She looked healthy, and "normal". We hugged, and she was absorbed into me. Then came another kid, younger , a sibling but i can not remember the gender, i think it was a boy 4-6 years old healthy boy. I kneeled down and we hugged and he was also absorbed into me. Then a baby boy apeared. He had just learned how to walk, eventhough he was a little to young to be walking. He also looked healthy and was dressed in a babyblue outfit. I picked him up, help him up a little over my head, kissed him and brought him close to me, holding him, and hugging him, and he too disappeared into me. I had a strong feeling of love for the three kids, as if they were my own children. I was glad that i had disided to meet them instead of running away or trying to make them disapear as i did first time i saw the older girl.
Before this scene i remember that i was thinking about the way i cry when stories of people dying are shown to me or i read them in a book. Like the way i cryied at bikenau, sort of loving pain. and it struck me (as if someone told me) that the reason i cry, like this is because i "feel/see/realise" my own death, and cry for myself, for my own death...i cry because i realise i have to leave this place sometime...
At a point i thought i had succesfully woken up and i had gone into my mothers room and i asked her if i could sleep in her bed because of this wierd and mostly inpleasant dream, she was acting funny, and then we went to the bathroom where i brushed my teeth while talking to her about the dream and i realised that the toothpaste i was using was different so i said " i know i was brushing my teeth earlier today, and this toothpaste was not here before so this must be a dream" i told my mother.
Then i felt i was lying on the sofa again and i asked myself what i had to do to wake up, and i answered myself "open your eyes"
and i woke up.
then i thought of you in order to calm myself down a bit after this complicated, unpleasant dream.
and it worked princess
you work
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
SjokoDictionary
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
3
Once Peter Pan said: "3 is a good number"
30th september: eagle leaves Cph
3rd October: eagle lands in Wwa
platform nr 3
3pm meeting in Rome
3animals: dove, eagle and goose (in alfabetical order)

30th september: eagle leaves Cph
3rd October: eagle lands in Wwa
platform nr 3
3pm meeting in Rome
3animals: dove, eagle and goose (in alfabetical order)

old dream..
today i found a picture made by polish artist Dariusz Twardoch. It reminded me about the dream you had and shared with me. The dream of standing on a scene and forgetting the role...every picture he paint got a short description written by the painter.
This is a picture and the text written on white says:
"If once you forget
the text of your role
If you forget even
what is a show in which you play?
always then you can go
straight ahead your own way.."
Sunday, October 01, 2006
So far so good...
The fishtank is done.....finally, and the place loooks presentable. Now i can work on tomorrows program.Your always in the background of evey thoughts i have...that is when i don't precisely think of you Princess which i do often. Your like a light that shines on everything i do, helping me to see clear and concrete
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pp
i wonder
Why ohh why have i not gone to bed yet....go go go peter pan.
ok i will go now in a minute....getting up in 6 hours stupid pan, why i ask why why why just leave the computer it is simple no problem, come on really go to bed, turn of van morrison
ok i will go now in a minute....getting up in 6 hours stupid pan, why i ask why why why just leave the computer it is simple no problem, come on really go to bed, turn of van morrison
"If it matters how you do it,
And how you do it it's your thing.
If it matters which way you go,
That's your way to go.
And if you get it like that,
That's the way you get it,
'Cause you get it like that
When you want to be that way,
When you wanna be that way,
That's the way you wanna be, see.
Hey! It's all right.
Hey!
Yeah, its all right."
Godnat finally a kiss
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And how you do it it's your thing.
If it matters which way you go,
That's your way to go.
And if you get it like that,
That's the way you get it,
'Cause you get it like that
When you want to be that way,
When you wanna be that way,
That's the way you wanna be, see.
Hey! It's all right.
Hey!
Yeah, its all right."
Godnat finally a kiss
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